Hey all! I hope you all have a fun and safe Memorial Day weekend! It’s the official kick off to summer! Couldn’t be more excited! What are your plans? I’ll be heading to Table Rock Lake with the family for a little fun in the sun and water! It will be the nephews first time in the lake! Very exciting!
Out of the dust…
Published May 21, 2012 by danacomes meeeeeeeeee! I’m back and ready to write! Unfortunately, I lost quite a bit of my past posts…but was able to save from 2009-2004. We don’t really need to rehash all those all other years though, do we? So, I’m still trying to get everything situated, so just bare with me and I’ll be set soon!
I’m Not A Hillbilly….
Published June 5, 2009 by danaI grew up on flatland. HAHAHAHA! Is it me, or is that funny? When I first heard it, I didn’t get it, but after I got it, I laughed hard. It’s the little things these days!
Well, things in Danaville continue to roll down the rollercoaster path. I do think though, they’re starting to straighten out. I still don’t have a new job, but that’s ok. I know something good will come my way soon. I’m also in the process of moving BACK to St. Charles with my sister and brother-in-law! I’m super excited about that! I should be all moved by July 1st! Now I just need to start packing. Oy vey! You know how much I hate packing.
Hmm, what else? I’m still on track with CrossFit and training for my half marathon. It’s really what gets me through the day. I’ve been a little MIA lately to my friends, and for that I apologize, but you all understand so it’s cool.
Right now, the only thing I’m looking forward to is my Florida trip in July and hot boys in tight t-shirts. Oh wait…did I say that? Yeah, I did. Dana, out.
..And Party Everyday!
Published May 20, 2009 by danaSo, as of Monday, I joined the ranks of the unemployed! Yippee! (I hope you note my sarcasm in that word.) It’s really weird, because I’m worried, but I’m relieved at the same time. I’ve hated my job since our first merger so I guess this was more of a blessing, than a curse. Bottom line now is, I need a new job. Not want. NEED. And so does JSpaghetti. Maybe, just maybe, I’ll get lucky and find the job of my dreams. (Event planning for a non-profit organization or CEO of a major fashion brand…is that REALLY too much to ask for?) Referrals and prayers are much appreciated.
Besides that earth-shattering news, I’ve also decided to move in with my sister and brother-in-law because I hate, hate, hate, hate living alone. Did I mention I hate living alone?? So, I’ve got a lot going on right now. I’m dreading packing and moving, but looking forward to it at the same time.
Hmm, what else? I’m still pretty messed up in the head over this whole divorce/letting go process. So, in between dealing with that this rig-a-ma-roll and trying to figure out my new life, I’ve been keeping busy with schtuff like training for my marathon, doing CrossFit, playing sports, and hanging out with my awesome, tight-knit group of friends and family. They really do make life worth living and I am so blessed to have them in my life. My life may be in shambles, but dang it, I’ll pick myself up, dust myself off, and come back better than I already am. Trust. A friend of mine posted a quote on her FB the other day and the last part of it really stuck with me. Today, I’ll leave you with those words.
…Good things fall apart so better things can fall together…
Cotton Is Rotten
Published May 9, 2009 by danaThat was the theme for today. At least that’s what the retard injury prevention guy told us as he was trying to show us how to “stretch.” Maybe I was just too cranky cause it was too early, but I needed less talking and more running this morning. We finally got on the trail and started running about an hour later. Oy vey! It was a good run, but yesterday’s run was better. Overall, I feel good though. I’m trying not to think too much about this marathon, just one day at a time. When I start looking forward to training with more miles, I freak out and start convincing myself I can’t do it. Thankfully my brother-in-law and sister are there to keep me grounded.
Hmm, what else? I’ve been in a funk lately. (Big surprise) So I came to spend some time with my family. It’s helped a whole ton. I’ve also been doing CrossFit with my kick-ass trainer, Nate. That helps a lot too.
If you guys are good at trivia, I have tickets for sale for a trivia night to support my LLS Team-In-Training Cause. The trivia night is June 19th in Chesterfield and it includes snacks, beer, and soda/water. There will be prizes, and all sorts of good stuff to bid on. If you’re interested, shoot me an email. Tickets are $30 each or your donation.
Well, that’s about it. Tonight I’m hangin’ with the brother and we’re going to watch a movie. Good enough for me as my quads and abs feel like Mr. T kicked them multiple times with a sledgehammer. Ciao!
House for Sale!
Published May 1, 2009 by danaIf anyone is looking for a house, please take a minute and check out this beautiful place. 4 bed/2.5 bath and main floor laundry! Buy it!
Shake It Off…
Published April 28, 2009 by danaSo, it’s been over a year and I still haven’t shaken off this funk. Somedays I wake up and wonder what the hell happened to me. I’m not the same person I used to be. It’s not that I want to be that person again, it’s just I’m not all that comfortable with this new person I am. I’m trying, but it’s not working. So, as time goes by and I try to deal with that uncomfortable feeling, I’m slowly moving on with my life.
I’ve been keeping really busy lately. I’ve done a lot of fun/crazy stuff. None of which I’ll be discussing, thank you. Kara and I booked another trip to Florida. We’re going during my birthday, and I’m totally stoked! July 21st-July 27th! Also, my friend Liz, who I went to HS with and who is running the marathon in San Fran with us is going too! I’m really looking forward to that trip.
On the job front, I’m looking for something new hard. Ideally, I’d love to work in non-profit. I’m going to take a huge paycut, but I think I’m ok with it. I’m up for anything at this point. Anything that is not financial industry/IT related. I’m tired/done/over it. Literally. Event Planning? Administrative Support? Marketing? Sign me up. As long as I’m doing something that people are going to benefit from. Helping people? Making a difference? Having fun? Enjoying going to work everyday? Sign me up. Tell your friends, tell your neighbors, and give me a shout if you want a copy of my rez!
The Crossing
Published April 1, 2009 by danaWell hello my beautiful butterflies! What the hell am I talking about? If any of you butterflies stuck around, I’d be surprised. Oh wait! You did 
I’ve mentioned this before, but I want to mention it again. I have the BEST friends in the entire world. Really. Hands down, my friends are better than your friends.
Anywho, on to my point. Wait. Do I have a point? I suppose. So you read this post title and probably thought, “What the hell is she talking about now?” Well, good for you! You know me so well. I’m at the most serious intersection of my life right now. (Oh shit. Seriousness ensues!) You know that busiest intersection where people die? You know the one I’m talking about. Well, that’s the one I’m at. I’m trying to cross on a bicycle and I’m scared as hell. I’m also crazy, so it’s all good!
Does this make sense to you? Probably not, unless you really know me well and know what I’m talking about. But, I have a plan. I’m not entirely sure if my plan is going to work, but you never know. Crazier things have happened to me.
On the emotional front, men still suck, but I’m doing alright! The gym keeps me busy lately, it’s my anti-man. Does that even make sense? Considering the only reason I go to the gym in the first place is to stare at hot men, but whatever.
You may be thinking, wow, it’s 11am and Dana is wasted. Not quite. Unless you count mixing Diet Coke with Advil, then you’d be right. I just have a lot going on in my head and lately, I’ve been writing in a nifty little notebook that I carry around EVERYWHERE with me, instead of here. It’s easier that way. Besides having the most excellent handwriting ever, I like to draw pictures and diagrams of my future. Nerdy, I know. That’s how I roll.
Anyway, enough rambling. Thanks for the emails. You guys rock and I don’t deserve to have you in my life, but I do, so we’re both going to have to deal with it.
Weekend Re-cap
Published March 1, 2009 by danaSo, another weekend comes to an end. For once, I can honestly say I’m not sad to see this one go. The only good things to come out of this weekend are the fact that I got over strep throat and the fact that I got enough rapid rewards to get a free RT flight on Southwest. (Go me!) I’m pretty excited about that.
The rest of the weekend sucked total ass. Friday I still wasn’t feeling 100%, and Saturday I took it easy for most of the day, but then finally went out for a little fun with friends. Today was pretty much a wash. I slept pretty much all day, then went over to Kara’s for our weekly Big Love ritual. Now I’m about ready to crash out. Exciting shit here on my end. NOT.
I’m really kinda bummed in a major way. I swear boys are my biggest pain in the ass right now. I just don’t get it. At all. So, whatever. That’s all I have to say about that.
I’m Alright
Published February 27, 2009 by danaWell, I’ve gotta few emails from my loyal readers asking if I’m ok. Did I die? No. Did I decide to quit blogging? No. Did I lose my internet connection? No. I’m completely fine. Well, besides the fact that I have strep throat and have been sick since Monday. Ugh. I’ve been hocked up on goof balls all week and either in bed or on the couch. Chris was nice enough to make me the best chicken noodle soup ever yesterday, and I was finally feeling good enough to eat. I’m starting to feel a lot better, so I hope the next couple of days go by fast. I’m so tired of being stuck at home!
Besides being sick, I’ve been busy being my usual busy bee self! I really need to slow down. A lot. I just don’t know how. I’ve always been a constant busy type person and when it comes to slowing down and getting the rest I need, I’m not entirely sure how to do it. So, that’s something I’m working on. I’ve been busy in the gym too. Trying to get rid of this post divorce beer gut I’ve attained in the past year. Oh the joys of splitting up. NOT.
Hmm, what else? Well, there’s a lot, but I’m hesitant to post about it because it would hurt a lot of feelings and the last time I did that, I felt horrible. So, I’ll put it like this. These past few months, there have been two guys who have been taking up most my time and attention. See, unfortunately I’ve inherited my mother’s habit of thinking more of people than they really deserve, which is the case with these two guys. Let’s call them C Mex and C Fla (Don’t ask.) C Mex and I have known each other for about a year, and really I feel like most of our relationship has been me, being there for him when HE needs me and never him being there when I need him. You know, that’s completely my fault because I allowed that to be how our relationship worked. Recently however, I’ve been extremely hurt by his behavior and I’ve basically reached my fed-up point. What a piece of shit human being. That’s all I can say about it. Why I always insist in seeing the best in people, I will never understand. It always seems to come back and bite me in the ass. C Fla is a whole different story. Throughout our relationship, he’s hurt me more times than I can count. Has he been honest with me? Absolutely. But, by me allowing him to keep coming back into my life, I’m the one that ends up hurting myself because I allow it. It’s absolutely rediculous. This has been one of the most difficult relationships I haven’t been able to end until recently. You know, I honestly believe that if a guy wants to be with you and you only, he will. He will do whatever it takes to be with you. No lies, no excuses, no matter what. I just keep repeating that to myself when it comes to C Fla. The thing is, since I’ve let him go, now HE can’t leave me alone. I told him to leave me alone. Forget my number, don’t call, don’t text, just leave me alone. Unfortunately I’ve heard from him a few times since that. I just don’t get it. When he had me, I wasn’t enough. Now that he doesn’t have me, I’m apparently enough. It makes me sick.
My new approach to the man situation is gonna go something like this. I have a lot to offer the right person. You can ask my ex. He can vouch for me. The thing is, I’m tired of being consistantly disappointed. Dating me is like getting a new job. You’re on 90 day probation before you get to partake in the benefits. Maybe after 90 days, I will realize that you’re just not gonna workout. Sometimes in a working relationship, that happens. And I’m tired of putting myself second. I am special damnit! I want to be treasured, and in return, you will be too. It’s that simple.
Because I’ve recently been completely bummed out by men that I care about, I’ve decided that I’m totally not into the man thing right now. (Not to be confused with switching teams or anything.) I’m just taking a break from the dating scene. I need some me time. I’m so hurt/jaded by recent events that I need a little downtime to recover. And trust me, I will recover. And when I do, I’ll be back with a vengence 
So, that’s what’s burning on my mind right now. I’ve wanted to post about it for a while, but I’ve just been hesitant. But, you know, this is my blog, afterall, and I’ll post whatever the hell I want to. Right? Right.